Randomness

I am still in that rut, where I just don't want to do anything. I feel like there is a great big grey cloud, just hovering over me constantly. I don't know why. It didn't help matters much with it being my Birthday. Not a word from hubby, no cake, chocolate or wine. Nothing. I kept my trap shut, and just baked the cookies, finally. Instead of making individual cookies, I just pressed the dough onto the bottom of the pan, and made one giant cake-cookie.
I didn't even get any personal E-cards from the family. But, my sister, Valorie, called!! She only called to wish me a Happy Birthday, but we ended up talking for about 45 minutes. I would love to write her, but I forgot to get her address!
If the raining would stop for several days, I want to try finding some Goldenseal at one of the herb shops here. I have a feeling that I will have a hard time finding it.
Lemme tell you guys a story. Many years ago, when I was in my 20-somethings, I had a problem with one of my toenails. See, I had borrowed a co workers pair of boots, until I could get myself a pair. Evidently, I had caught a fungus from her boots. One of my toenails grew out mutant, yellow, and just scary looking. it hurt to even walk on my feet. I went to see a doctor, and paid her $50.00, to tell me what I already knew, that I had a toenail fungus. LOL! BUT, there is more. I asked her how I could get rid of the fungus, and she said that I had 2 options, and they were both expensive. option A was to have surgery, to have the toenail removed. option 2 was to go on a medication, which would also make me go on dialysis, to clear the fungus from my blood. she said the dialysis was a must have with the medication. well, I had no choice, out of the 2 choices, because I had no insurance at all. So, I started my own research, with herbs. That is when I discovered Goldenseal. I took the herbal capsules 3 times a day, like directed on the packaging, for a month. My toenail healed! the nail grew out just as nail-y as the others. Flat, shiny. I just can't call them pretty, because my toes are long and bony. LOL! Goldenseal. And it was a LOT less expensive than just the consulting I had paid the $50.00 for. and you know what? it has not come back. My toenails are still ,, ermm,, ok.
Anyway, I told you this, because I am thinking that if I could take the Goldenseal again, that my scalp issues would clear.
I think that is all I really had on my mind, other than the fact that I need to wash dishes. But, I anted to make sure I got my post published before midnight.
OH! yes, that is another thing. In case you hadn't noticed, I joined the naBloPoMo again for the month of April. And, as always, I will not be blogging about the monthly theme there. It has something to do with the abusive use of parenthesis. Maybe the quotation marks should be added along with that.
No fresh pics up at the Shock Art blog. The weather has been too shitty to try working with lighting.
And, one last thing. I have been blogging every night this year. Hold me.